Incroyable.

I honestly don't know where this post will end up. Which is why I always wait to make my subject lines after I get done.

I am upset about a few things right now.

Once again, I am having problems with the stress. I really, really need to find some way to get it all out.

I found out that someone is trying to hurt me by going through a friend. A best friend at that.

To know how I truly feel, you'd have to be inside my head.

I was absolutely livid earlier.

The only thing that kept me calm was emailing back & forth with Corey about horror movies.

It is so incredible the amount of time & energy someone will waste when they don't like you.

Take a moment to go look at my top 8. You see them?

Yeah, you don't FUCK with them.

Period.

They are the ones who I run to when I am hurt. They are the ones who will tell me the truth even when I don't want to hear it. And they are the ones who a boyfriend would turn to when they need help picking out a gift.

Those 8 people know me. They know my heart.

You have never known true friendship til you have had someone bring your tired, sad, broken family donuts on the morning we pull our family matriarch off life-support.

If you seriously believe that one of them will betray me, even for one second, you are sadly, sadly mistaken.

If you don't like me, you don't like me. That is your problem. Deal with me. Don't be a pussy and try to work your way around it by going through my friend.

Most of the people reading this know it. They know that if you betray my trust, that is it. Sure, we may have some disagreements. But, friendship runs through my veins...keeps my blood pumping...every friend, on myspace or not, I have a special bond with.

This isn't middle school anymore. If you can't handle being a mature adult, then maybe you shouldn't be around me.

Leave my friends out of it. Stop wasting your time and say it to my face, bitch!