Strong like bull.

Strong like bull.
Current mood: breezy

I am a wuss.

Anyone who has hung with me knows this. I am good at talkin' shit and talkin' smack, but when it comes down to it, I suck at physical activity.

Now, that's not to say I don't like sports...or playing with boys.

...but just that I suck at it.

Kristi's brother-in-law is the most recent guy to find me very humorous. I will talk all kinds of shit with him. "When I get done eating this hot dog, I'm kickin' your ass." but, really it turns out him saying "yea, I saw how you kicked my ass - while you getting smacked in the face by the ball!"

There is only one time I have beat Doug, on New Year's Eve - we were playing darts and I hit a bullseye. I celebrated, he snapped a pic for me, then I quit. Because, at least according to me, he wouldn't be able to top that.

When it comes to physical strenght, I used to have that. I'd have the weight to back me up. Being 6' tall and as big as I was...people always assumed I was strong. I could usually do what they needed - being able to pick people up, move objects, etc.

However, I have lost muscle now. It was expected to lose some, I just didn't expect it to fall off as fast.

I realized I was losing it when, in Oct, I had a hard time picking up my little cousin Hunter. While Hunter has gained a little chunk since he hit 4, he has never been hard for me to pick up and "hip". BUT, that day - yea...he just kinda slid down my side. He looked at me, head cocked & insulted, I said "Uh um, let's try that again." and I pulled some more muscle from my back with that one.

Now, it's gotten to where my 5lb wgts are actually heavy for me. Which is weird. This is year 2 of working out with them. 23 said I have probably lost more mass than I realize in my arms.

That sucks.

I'm losing my boobs, my arm muscles and yet my THIGHS remain the same.

Sigh.

Those fuckers aren't going anywhere, apparently.

And if I keep this muscle loss up, I'm not going to have the strenght to work them off.

Damnit.