Go ahead...play with my head.

Do you think it's true that some people are just in your life to cause you to re-think everything? Because I'm starting to believe that.

Everytime I meet a new guy and think he's great, something causes it to go down hill and crumble. And I am left staring at my ceiling for hours.

Why? Why do guys find it fun to fuck with my head?

"I think you're great, but I'm not ready for a relationship."

Oh, so you just want me to fuck you, right? That's cool with you. Just use me for a little while. Couple of naked minutes and we'll be done. It'll be fine, right?

I think that line, above, that I have heard from four different guys in a year should be banned.

ESPECIALLY, if you are like one of the guys mentioned above, who used the line, then moved a girl in with him a week later. Not ready for a relationship...my ass. Just say "I don't like you like that." be a fucking man.

No one is perfect. I know that. But I just want someone who's just going to be nice to me and not fuck with my head to try to get what they want. Just tell me the truth. No matter how bad it is. No matter how much it hurts. I'd rather be honest. People can be stupid. People can make mistakes. But just covering shit up with more shit is just that - a bunch of shit.

I don't want to be in other people's drama, but I don't want to be completely obviously either. It makes me look naive and stupid.

And if you are going to post a comment saying "you'll find someone" blah blah, bullshit - save it. I'm not in the mood. I'm bitter and I want someone to beat the bitch who kept me up all night telling me the truth about a guy who I once considered a nice person.