Bah Humbug.

I cannot seem to find what is called "The Christmas Spirit" this year. It could be that I have been sick and not able to eat for a week now. It could be that this was my Gran's favorite holiday. It could be the issues at thanksgiving. It could be the weather.

I am not sure.

Becky & Sweeney decorated lights around my cube at work. They made me get up and wound up working around me. It's now nine days to xmas and I haven't done any shopping yet.

Bryan called me the grinch. It's not that I don't like christmas. I'm just not....in the mood. Indifferent, I guess. Hard to explain that to someone who is channeling Clark Griswald stapling his lights to the roof. Yep, he did that. Surprised he didn't power surge us all.

AND I miss Charlie Brown Xmas this year. Grr. It aired at 4:00 on a sunday. Whoever at ABC thought that was a smart idea should be fired.

My mom is in the living room putting up our little tree. I must say, I was slightly amused at the sight of her covered in christmas lights while in her pajamas.

If I could figure out while I feel so bad, I'm sure I'd be in a better mood. I cannot get a blood test til January. But I think I am missing something. Iron? Calcium? Something. I am so weak and want to do nothing but sleep. It could be my sinuses, which are misbehaving like crazy this week.

....could I be any more whiny? Good grief.