Rain.

Maybe it's the rain.
The depressing loneliness that hits my window.
I cannot stop my mind from thinking.
Pulling away is not an option.

Are you happy where you are?
Are you happy with the choice you made?
Do you ever wonder about me?

Winter is coming soon.
The future we spoke of has fallen apart.
Matrix of our lives still collide.

I know the road that lead us to each other.
The gate welcomes me with memories of warmeth.
Our tree bows beneath my touch.
It misses you as much as I do.

Green turns to brown.
Seasons change so fast.

I never thought I'd be here alone.
This moment should be ours.

Vertical branch which holds my seat.
I hear your whisper in my ear.
Addiction falls in the way you made me feel.

My fingers run along the ridges of your name still carved.
Tears and laughter swirl in the leaves.
My heart remains under your spell.

Then again, maybe it's just the rain.
The moon and the memories.
The life I knew with you.