.....drugs.

1. I am not good with medication. Any person who deals with me on a daily bases know this. I have often wondered what I would be like on recreational drugs, considering I can get high on tylenol.

2. I have been fighting a sinus infection for a month.

3. I have already had to have some saline removed from my band to help my food go down because of the sinus drainage.

4. The gurgle is still there. The boy calls it my demon. He also has grown used to it. I was trying to walk off some of my food....trying to get it down. I said "I just wanna scream 'take it bitch!'" he replied with "Ah, yea, I want to scream that often." I didn't even feel well enough to reply back to his dirty sarcastic remark - so I just playfully pinched his belly.

5. If I don't have something hot to drink or eat before I actually eat my solids - I will get sick fast and it's NOT pretty.

6. My nurse said to take some mucinex to help break up the...well, mucus. But, the pills are too big. The pharmacist said that Robitussin had idon'tknowwhatitisbutit'saboutthislong in it that I needed.

7. God, I hate robitussin. It makes me gag. I mean, blaaaah. I stared at that bottle for a very long time, knowing that if it didn't go down - I would have to suffer through tasting it again. I decided it wasn't worth it.

8. Then I tried to eat something small - a little smokey. And one bite, the demon was back. And my ass was in the kitchen opening that bottle as fast as possible.

9. Oh, my god. Whatever that shit is - it is wonderful. Seriously, it was like orgasm in a bottle! I felt instant relief - it made me sleepy, relaxed the tension and I actually feel normal.

10. This weekend is chalking up to be busy and nice. I'll hopefully have my strength up enough to live it up.