The girl.

The girl.
Current mood: content

Today, I was at work, listening to my music in my head - when "The Freshman" by the Verve (or was it the Verve Pipe? I always get them confused) came on. I started thinking about the fact that when that song came out I was 17. 10 years. 10 years of a lot of shit & heartache. Which lead me to all my relationships - romantic or friendships. Which, in turn lead me to all the guys. Yeah, boys, ya'll were on my mind. So, I started this - added to it throughout the day. It's not all about one person...some lines are - but it's not a poem...they are mostly random thoughts. Some of it has nothing to do with people on myspace. If you think one of the lines is about you, you can ask I have nothing to hide.

I'm the girl who wonders if you ever think of her.

I'm the girl who hopes you don't fall in love.

I'm the girl who still remembers those nights under the stars.

I'm the girl who believes in everything you do.

I'm the girl who wore the shirt you left to bed last night.

I'm the girl who wishes it never happened.

I'm the girl who knows you can do better.

I'm the girl who blocked most everything to do with you out of her head.

I'm the girl who is thankful for the time we spent together.

I'm the girl who never listened to that other chick.

I'm the girl who still has the milk-jug ring heart you made.

I'm the girl who fell asleep to your voice.

I'm the girl who likes the fact that you are happy.

I'm the girl who will never let you know how much you mean to her.

I'm the girl who you can drive crazy with a look.

I'm the girl who listened to you when no one else would.

I'm the girl who is glad she spent the night with you before your death.

I'm the girl who you used as a rebound.

I'm the girl who screamed at you until she lost her voice.

I'm the girl who cannot remember a time in her life without you.

I'm the girl who thinks you are too good looking to be normal.

I'm the girl who still has all your notes & letters.

I'm the girl who is proud of the man you have become.

I'm the girl who you ripped apart.

I'm the girl who you call 'sexy' in sweatpants.

I'm the girl who thinks of you every fucking time that song comes on.

I'm the girl who hurt you, and I'm sorry.

I'm the girl who still thinks you're an asshole.

I'm the girl who would wait forever for you.

I'm the girl who remembers lunch with you & your guitar.

I'm the girl who hopes her chance isn't gone.

I'm the girl who you made laugh, even when she didn't want to smile.

I'm the girl who never had to fight or compete for your attention.

I'm the girl who misses your family more than she misses you.

I'm the girl who you forgot.

I'm the girl who would have given you the world.